KIRIBAN request

- 3 0, 0 0 0
requested...Crimson Viper vs. Predator
progress...10%

Closed fer now...

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No...to be honest, I am not having that depressed-wanna-cut-myself feeling. It's just a normal setback I have when I think of something that can keeps me pondering, enough to neglect things I enjoy in life...


I kinda found out that what I did to other people (specifically pointing at the watchlist in here) is reflected back to me one way or another.

This made me a little depressed.

I also realised how slow and how far I am behind some artists that I look up upon. I always push myself one step beyond, but when I am there, others I had gone 10 steps further.

Yes, this made me depressed.

I know I can never stick to one fandom, despite knowing some people who watched me wanted to see more of their favourite characters/story in my gallery. I do really wish sometimes, that my own characters reach this level...but this is yet, yet, yet to come...

And this totally made me depressed.


Anyway, I'm in my early twenties now; this depressive matter is like a mosquito bite if compared to all the Geology subjects I faced in the past three years...(next year's my final year, YEAH! xD) Talking about this, I wonder which is better in determining a future career, KNOWLEDGE, EXPERIENCE, TALENT or PASSION? If going for my Geology side, it's gonna be knowledge and experience. But I do wish I can put my talent in drawing (if you call that a talent... ) and my passion for comic-making to full use.
In fact I do feel that I can survive a happy, healthy (not so wealthy) life as a comic artist. I don't aim this dream in my home country, tho...unless the comic industry here improves in the story plot part - I find a lot of Malaysian comics are either comedic, romantic or filled with action; which do attract a lot of people to read them, yes; but the storyline is too typical. I am an avid reader of such novels that have bombastic plots *hailing A. Samad Said, Stephen King and John Grisham*, so I can say that most of the comics (I didn't say all) have a very predictable story; sometimes ending adruptly in the midst of nowhere.
That is what actually turn me down in reading Malaysian comics...the drawings are great, even greater than what I can produce myself, but the story....man, the story! ...make it so I can spend hundreds of bucks on those stories...please...

Sheesh...


sorry if I offended those hardworking artists out there though...no offense intended...m(_ _)m...




So you know.
I am putting a hiatus on my Nightmare Cafe comics...I managed till Chapter 3, tho...but the progress is too slow. I think the reason behind this is because the ideas I have for the flow of the story seemed to morph into different lanes. I may need some time to think of what to draw next...
There are two characters that I had thought of adding. May be shown later.


Meanwhile, I'm still working on the pending requests. Now that I had a perfect table to work on (had some cleaning last weekend in the house, and my mum pulled out this study table for me to use C: ) I guess I can do so by the start of December.

Also, since I cannot continue my Nightmare Cafe comics, I'm now doing a fancomic in my new blog. In the fancomic, I borrowed some of Axis Power Hetaria's characters. So if you're interested, do spend time in the place. I will try to update the blog every once in 3-4 days, if not everyday


On top of that, I am now trying to learn Russian. So far I managed to write the cyrillics, and memorize some simple things, like numbers and greetings... Even learning how to make Russian cuisine, which are mostly soups...
No idea how this 'Russophilia' was initiated *coughaphcough*....



That's all from me, I guess. Do stop by once in a while to give me some word of encouragement...in order for me to stay motivated in this one passion of mine...








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Till the next journal.

Ta~

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::Currently working on::

Lonely Sunflower
++ requests...

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SKETCH LIST

- Cloud/Kadaj (FFAC)
- Raptor Leader
- GxD & Toki
- one of the characters....haven't chosen yet....